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& look at that girl.
12 May 2005 @ 11:45 pm

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& look at that girl.
31 March 2005 @ 12:01 pm
i'll never forget the first time i met joey, and as some of you know him, joey_terror.
he knew i hated masks, so of course, he wore one.
or the time we were driving to a party in st. catharines and they were playing '80s songs on some adult contemporary station, and because i love my '80s he actually kept it on and let me put it loud..
and last year when it was insanely foggy out, and i had to drive home to Welland from Meaghan's and was afraid to, so Joe drove in front of me and guided me to Welland so that i got there safe..
Joe was the kind of guy who came off as hard-edged but had the biggest heart you could ever imagine.
i remember when Spencer died last year Joe was the first one to tell me..
Joe really did play a big part in my life the past few years. what may seem to others as insignificant things are big things to me. the little favours he did, the times he would go out of his way to make sure his friends got home ok.. i wish someone could have guided him home last Wednesday.
Joe, i love ya to bits and knowing that you aren't alone up there does, in fact, make me feel a little warmer inside. knowing that you're in a better place, and can now get to know your father, and see Spencer & Jody, makes me feel slightly calmer.
though it doesn't take away the pain in knowing that i won't have you in my life anymore i'm fortunate to have met you when i did and to have had a good friend like you.
rest in peace Joey <3

..burn my knees and pray..